Or filter differently?
Maybe I should speak my mind more often. As in say what I'm REALLY thinking instead of trying to make it sound more accommodating. Or do I do too much of that now already without really noticing? I can't decide right now. I can't think clearly at this very moment.
Do I need to be more straightforward? Admittedly, it feels kinda good when I am. But I'm more used to tip-toeing and walking on eggshells. It's annoying, and I known I'm starting to lose my ability to do it skillfully and subtly. I don't think my brain has the capacity to keep it up anymore. So maybe I should stop trying? Maybe I should just be more blunt. About everything. To everyone. I just need to figure out how.
I'm tired.
Read my mind.
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